kneeecoal: Love of my life
kneeecoal: Little gifts from friends mean the world to me.
kneeecoal: Found out I’m getting a new camera today, a gift from my parents. I’ve struggled with money since I can remember, my illness has made it impossible to save , I’ve accepted my reality of living pay check to pay check and taking happiness from small things
kneeecoal: Shivani
kneeecoal: Day 40
kneeecoal: Depression: it really creeps up on you. I’ve spent 40 days in this room mainly, I can’t work from home and only really see one person. Level 3 now and It’s basically the same haha.
kneeecoal: Day 20 of isolation
kneeecoal: Self isolation has turned into lockdown. In 48 hours New Zealand will be in lockdown for a month, I never saw this happening, I’m happy our country has taken initiative unlike others I’ve seen. It’s scary, a scary time as well to be chronically ill.
kneeecoal: Long weekend that has drained me.
kneeecoal: Weekend of sleeping is over, I literally slept the whole weekend and I’m still sleepy hahahahha.
kneeecoal: Alone
kneeecoal: MSLT: multiple sleep latency test
kneeecoal: 24 years old.
kneeecoal: Dissociative disorder: it’s strange to finally know what I deal with on a daily basis and why I do. I tried my best to portray how it can feel in a photo concept. Detached from myself and everything around me. Not recognising myself or who I really am.
kneeecoal: This is from 2011 I think. It’s weird looking back on photos where I thought of concepts that related to me without really knowing why.
kneeecoal: Stuck in the 1980s