OceanBaby-in-SLC:
136/365 Y:2 Now and then I think about when we were together, like when you said you felt so happy that you could die. Told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company. But that was love and it's an ache that I still remember.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
137/365 Y:2 I'm looking at you through the glass.Don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home. Sitting all alone inside your head.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
138/365 Y:2 You see I can not be forsaken, because I am not the only one. We walk amongst you, feeding, raping. Must we hide from everyone?
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
139/365 Y:2 If it's not the movies, that's how it should be. When he's the one, you'll come undone and your world will stop spinning. . . And that's just the beginning
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
140/365 Y:2 She used to be a pearl. oooh. Yeah she used to rule the world. Can't believe she's become a shell of herself. Cause she used to be a pearl.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
141/365 Y:2 Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby? Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy? Do I have your love? Am I still enough? Tell me, don't I? Or tell me, do I, baby?
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
143/365 Just breathe, things will get better.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
144/365 Y:2 All the little pieces falling, shatter. . . Shards of me too sharp to put back together, too small to matter. But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
148/365 Y:2 I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head, was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live? Now think about your answer, lying face down on the bed, I cocked the pistol, pulled the trigger and all I saw
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
149/365 Y:2 Oh god, then you awoke. You start screaming through the duct tape, don't ever think I'm letting you go, I'm busy digging you a hole. Now you'll be living in a dirt room breathing through a straw of your own.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
157/365 Y:2 And when I close my eyes I see you. No matter where I am, I can smell your perfume through these whispering pines. I'm with your ghost again. It's a shame about the weather, but I know soon we'll be together.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
178/365 Y:2 And when your body's had enough of me and I'm laying flat out on the floor, when you think I've loved you all I can, I'm going to love you a little bit more.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
181/365 Y:2 How am I supposed to breathe? I try to relax, I touch your still frame. So I can watch you closer, and study the ways I believe I belong to you. I scratch at your waist line, your doll hair. I dig up the though of how your eyes glow.
OceanBaby-in-SLC:
263/365 Y:2 There's a way to keep going, step by step. Try to fix what's been broken, brick by brick. You can drain all the pain, tear by tear.