xaginthemyst:
[It's been abandoned, but I still use it.]
xaginthemyst:
[The software is broken]
xaginthemyst:
[But I would sell my soul to be above it all]
xaginthemyst:
[Oi, that hurts]
xaginthemyst:
[Need a warm comforting place to cry]
xaginthemyst:
[Its not for comfort... its for revenge, for demonstrations]
xaginthemyst:
[But I am also a whiny little bitch]
xaginthemyst:
[Just stumbling around, aimlessly, forever.]
xaginthemyst:
[I should be drinking, just forgetting]
xaginthemyst:
[ What is the level of enthusiasm I should display? ]
xaginthemyst:
[That seems appropriate]
xaginthemyst:
[That is what I should’ve done]
xaginthemyst:
[I still dream]
xaginthemyst:
[I want to be better but the world wants to be worse]
xaginthemyst:
[what kind of world is this? what kind of person are you? ]
xaginthemyst:
[The artists, the regrets]
xaginthemyst:
[Did you know I made schedules and time tables for every vacation I had till collage? How much tv to watch, games to play, Tintin books to read. I set out a large cardboard and draw and decorated the timetable. I wanted to do it all]
xaginthemyst:
[Simply feels the days have gotten shorter]
xaginthemyst:
[The time for being great is now…as always]
xaginthemyst:
[Fuck the world. But really I’m the one fucked]
xaginthemyst:
[Anyway, I woke up, sweating, in anger. ashamed. And so, so sad.]
xaginthemyst:
[Ask me for silence]
xaginthemyst:
[They didn’t want me there]
xaginthemyst:
[He looked divine and pale.]
xaginthemyst:
[Where cool people do cool things]
xaginthemyst:
He wont be seduced by fantasy
xaginthemyst:
[An unfathomable chasm]
xaginthemyst:
Unrelenting