xaginthemyst:
[Rimbaud was my age when he stopped writing]
xaginthemyst:
[Distill it in pictures]
xaginthemyst:
[I shall keep on digging deep, deep into the core]
xaginthemyst:
[The night of the million signals]
xaginthemyst:
[Why are you tempting change]
xaginthemyst:
[Can't you just stay put?]
xaginthemyst:
[I can’t do it without hurting others and myself]
xaginthemyst:
[Need a warm comforting place to cry]
xaginthemyst:
[No one to cry to, to hold me, to lie to me and fix it]
xaginthemyst:
[Just need to cry and make it ok]
xaginthemyst:
[I don’t like to think of myself as someone who has been abandoned]
xaginthemyst:
[I should be drinking, just forgetting]
xaginthemyst:
[That seems appropriate]
xaginthemyst:
[I still dream]
xaginthemyst:
[I want to be better but the world wants to be worse]
xaginthemyst:
[Fuck people]
xaginthemyst:
[Did you know I made schedules and time tables for every vacation I had till collage? How much tv to watch, games to play, Tintin books to read. I set out a large cardboard and draw and decorated the timetable. I wanted to do it all]
xaginthemyst:
[The time for being great is now…as always]
xaginthemyst:
[Anyway, I woke up, sweating, in anger. ashamed. And so, so sad.]
xaginthemyst:
[I guess is my fractured state of my mind which won’t allow it]
xaginthemyst:
[not being good enough for anyone]
xaginthemyst:
[Ask me for silence]
xaginthemyst:
[They didn’t want me there]
xaginthemyst:
[He looked divine and pale.]
xaginthemyst:
[Where cool people do cool things]
xaginthemyst:
[A bohemian house]
xaginthemyst:
[Certainty]
xaginthemyst:
Unrelenting
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