xaginthemyst:
[I want to be better but the world wants to be worse]
xaginthemyst:
[what kind of world is this? what kind of person are you? ]
xaginthemyst:
[Fuck people]
xaginthemyst:
[The artists, the regrets]
xaginthemyst:
[Taught me to think that way, to feel comfortable in a scheduled routine, to yearn for it. But never to create one for myself, only to comply when it’s created by others]
xaginthemyst:
[Did you know I made schedules and time tables for every vacation I had till collage? How much tv to watch, games to play, Tintin books to read. I set out a large cardboard and draw and decorated the timetable. I wanted to do it all]
xaginthemyst:
[This feeling, of not getting things done, has been with me forever]
xaginthemyst:
[Simply feels the days have gotten shorter]
xaginthemyst:
[The time for being great is now…as always]
xaginthemyst:
[Fuck the world. But really I’m the one fucked]
xaginthemyst:
[Anyway, I woke up, sweating, in anger. ashamed. And so, so sad.]
xaginthemyst:
[I guess is my fractured state of my mind which won’t allow it]
xaginthemyst:
[not being good enough for anyone]
xaginthemyst:
[Ask me for silence]
xaginthemyst:
[They didn’t want me there]
xaginthemyst:
[He looked divine and pale.]
xaginthemyst:
[Where cool people do cool things]
xaginthemyst:
[A bohemian house]
xaginthemyst:
[Certainty]
xaginthemyst:
He wont be seduced by fantasy
xaginthemyst:
[An unfathomable chasm]
xaginthemyst:
[What is the saddest thing, but refusal to act on the face of certain future regret? ]
xaginthemyst:
Unrelenting
xaginthemyst:
fuck the poets of the past
xaginthemyst:
Devoted companion to the extreme sacrifice.
xaginthemyst:
He would lick the gun barrel, sticking his tongue into it and sucking out an impossible happiness.
xaginthemyst:
For why persevere to exist if it is only to please the government
xaginthemyst:
... My Soul Has Crossed The Threshold Of The End ...
xaginthemyst:
Never, oh! Never, nothing will die
xaginthemyst:
Devastation, horror, madness
